heCtic moNth...

march going to end soon and april is on they way

lots of things to do in april... haiz...

but before enter april still have 1 chemistry test

while in april, we have biology topic test 2, chemistry topic test 2, stat math quiz 2 and test 2, core math test 2, ethic final exam, IELTS writing task II, biology field trip, biology report, chemistry practical test...

woau...

everythings come together

stress stress and stress

but compared to all my housemates who are ausmat-ian

i'm much more relax already

dont know why they always tell me they has pile of homework to finish

i also have ar T.T but not as much as them beh~

after this month, final coming soon...

so scare +.+

hope can improve my results

so i must work harder but at the same time. have some entertainment

i have so many movies and dramas want to watch

but no timesssssss

T.T

hehex... nvrmd la

relax first^^

just finish watching a movie

'My Name is Khan'

nice movie (but is Hindi movie, i cant understand what they say except some english words)

if have time, everyone can go to watch it ya...

waSting times

today is friday~

suppose to be happy because weekend can rest more

but why i do not feel happy at all?

but feel very very tired


why ya?

sleep so much already but the eyes still cannot open

super super tired +.+

last 2 days dont know why suddenly we (me, sin chie and jessie) discovered that we always lack of time even those we do not participate in any events like others?

we suppose to have much more time as we do not need to go for training... but we still lack of time

and why we sleep so much le also feel very very tired ar?

i think whole INTEC only have we 3 people like that

dont know how to say also... haha...

cannot concentrate in doing any single things now as feeling sleepy again

wanna sleep already

good night everyone

good night, dear

我们哭了：我们学会了

今早，和平时没两样

闹钟响了就起身准备上学
第一节是生物课（没课本根本不知道自己在上什么）
上完生物课，接下来就是道德课了~

在道德课接进尾声时，老师给我们玩了一组游戏~
游戏名：WIN AS MUCH AS YOU CAN
也可以叫XY游戏吧~

我们被分成四组
也就是我，欣齐，jessie， jan men一组
大家开始所约定好的计划都被一组组改变了，也许是为了赢吧
因为赢的组可以在大考得到多余的五分
但我们始终没改变
不是因为我们苯
是因为我们等待奇迹
相信大家
大家是有着大家自己要赢的计划，目标，也没能怪大家~

但在游戏的中场时，大家一起讨论好的结果竟然被背叛了~
最让我们四个伤心，失望，生气的，是因为背叛的那个人，是开口说最大声的“我们举X吧”
当其他三组都听他说是，他竟然举了Y~
不是因为分数的因素让我们失望
是因为我们对他的信任
我明白大家也是为了赢
但这样赢回来，真的会开心吗？
顿时的我们，真的感到极度的失望

游戏结束后，老师告诉我们其实这游戏是要让我们团结一致
不是为了自己的利益而什么事都可以做得出
要赢，大家一起赢；要输，大家一起输
这样为了自己赢得行为是要不得的
结果，我们都哭了起来（我们四个罢了）
首先欣齐，接下来jessie，过后 jan men，最后连我也忍不住掉下了眼泪

人心，谁也猜不透
当一个人想背叛你时，他会有成千上万的理由
当你对一个人信任越大时，失望自然也会越大
这是难免的
我们没理由去怪任何一个人，那是每个人的权利
大家有自己的方式去为自己带来利益
那是他选择的方式
我们只能怪自己

不是每个人都值得信任的
那个人值不值得信任，完全取决于个人
我们选择了信任，就只能接受

这堂课，真的让我们四个学到了不少东西
姐妹们，我们要加油哦^^

虽然我们是失望伤心

但自少我们对得起我们自己

我们没对不起任何一个人

我们赢了自己的良心

*并不是特被针对谁而写的

TIMES to work HARD again @.@

Me @ my dear----- early birthday celebration for him~

my semester 2 mid-sem break gonna to end in 1 hour time...
so sad~
after this, no more holidays until the sem break T.T
it means that i have to stay in hostel for 2 months before leaving shah alam to back to my lovely hometown to meet with my families and surely my love one^^

when i think back, what had i do for the 1 week holidays?
seem like nothing except wasting times and hanging around shopping complex~
but i still enjoy it very much(since i never din enjoy my holidays)

here aRE some pictures i had snapped during my enjoyable holidays^^




my mom @ bro @ me^^
my cute cute dog~ wearing blue contact lens
busy for doing this stuff... headache of it... so many rules hav to follow...

pulling my brother hair... wakaka...

dear @ me in snooker

happy moments always fly but suffering moments always crawl...
hope i manage to crawl until the final exam...
need to work harder now... no more LAZY~
LAZY please get away from me =.=