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Sunday, October 27, 2013

自尊心

今天 男友'投诉'我太久没写部落格了
刚巧看了一部戏 觉得里面有些经典台词
说得很对。。。

尤其是这句:

你仔细想想,在一起这么多年,每次吵架,都是你把话说绝了,一个脏字都不带,杀伤力却大的让我想去撞墙一了百了,吵完之后,你舒服了,想没想过我的感受?每次都是我自己舔着脸跟狗一样自己找一个台阶下!你永远趾高气昂,站在原地一动不动。这一段楼梯,我已经灰头土脸的走到最下面了,你还站在最高的地方,我站在这下面,仰视你,仰视的我脖子都断了,可是你从来没想过,全天下的人,难道就只有你有自尊心么?我要不然就一辈子仰头看着你,或者干干脆脆的转过身带着我的自尊心接着往前走。你是变不了了,你那个庞大的自尊心,谁都抵抗不了;但我不一样,我得往前走。说这么多,你明白了么?

我不全是台词里的那样
但回头想想
我的自尊心确实很强
每回吵架 都会把弯的说成直的
也会说很伤你的话
有时甚至说得你无话可说

现在住在同一个屋檐下
变成在一起生活了
而自然而然
生活上的点点滴滴
也得互相迁就对方
以前没在一起生活过不懂
现在在一起生活了
才发现有时候很多东西
我们都会各有意见 或是说意见不合
那时候 
可能我又会说些很难听的话让你难过
而你也却静静的承受

很多时候
我是一时口快心急 想到什么说什么 没经过大脑 
说完了马上又后悔了
却又不想放下面子跟你道歉
逞一时口舌之快 赢了快感自尊心
却伤了我最爱的人 何必呢?

回头想想
在感情里
就只有你和我
面子真的那么重要吗?
难道你就没有自尊心吗?

所以,
给我一些些时间
让我改变这一点
慢慢的,一点点的~
别放弃我
因为
比起面子和自尊心
你更为重要
因为我不想失去你

*没想到看部电影,可以启发我那么多*
嘿嘿

Thursday, July 11, 2013

不应该勇敢




苏盈之 

作词:林怡凤、张简君伟
作曲:张简君伟

谁关掉了爱情的开关 故事剩下一个人对白
这戏少了另一半 一半的爱 还有什么好看
你带走了我的幸福感 笑容离我远远的试探
忍住眼泪却忍不住 我疯狂的想念

孤单的人总是不怕一个人的孤单
却怕在人群中狂欢结束后的不安
人越是逃避 反而越是放不下这情感

你的习惯从今后让别的人去习惯
你的每个明天我想再也与我无关
不是我的我不霸占
不应该勇敢 不顾身去爱
一切来太快 痛着醒过来
受伤才明白 幸福另一面就是 随时要准备离开
不应该勇敢 急着想逃开
身旁黏着甩不开的悲哀
你不知道我还在等待

谁关掉了爱情的开关 故事剩下一个人对白
这戏少了另一半 一半的爱 还有什么好看
你带走了我的幸福感 笑容离我远远的试探
忍住眼泪却忍不住 我疯狂的想念

孤单的人总是不怕一个人的孤单
却怕在人群中狂欢结束后的不安
人越是逃避 反而越是放不下这情感

你的习惯 从今后让别的人去习惯
你的每个明天我想再也与我无关
不是我的我不霸占

不应该勇敢 不顾身去爱
一切来太快 痛着醒过来
受伤才明白 幸福另一面 就是随时要准备离开
不应该勇敢
身旁黏着我甩不开的悲哀
你不知道我还在等待

不应该勇敢 不顾身去爱
身旁黏着甩不开的悲哀
你不知道我还在等待

Monday, July 1, 2013

Kiss the Rain


I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
It's hollow inside
I never had your love
And I never will

And every night

I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I've always loved you
But how can you love me
Like I loved you when
You can't even look me straight in my eyes

I've never felt this way

To be so in love
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone
Aren't you supposed to be
The one to wipe my tears
The on to say that you would never leave

The waters calm and still

My reflection is there
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
All that is left of you
Is a memory
On that only, exists in my dreams

I don't know what hurts you

But I can feel it too
And it just hurts so much
To know that I can't do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know
That no matter what
I'll always love you

So why am I still here in the rain


(Songwriters: YIRUMA)

Thursday, March 28, 2013

Boyfie ♥


Relaxing in my home living room
suddenly got a message
it was from my boyfie
requesting a home-cooked meal from me
the first time he did so
asked for the reason
and is just because HE MISS ME so much when he is busy for his work

feeling so warm and sweet
but feel sorry for couldn't able to make him anything at this moment
and pity for him 
I will make something nice for him if I could think of any later

What can you ask for more when you have someone that will miss you no matter where and when
and willing to stick to you all the time
  
I'll never give up on our relationship no matter how far and how hard it be...
Love You  
 

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

♥ Our 6th Anniversary ♥


 It was our 6th Anniversary ♥ And ya, we have been together for SIX years... Not a long period but for sure not a short one as well. We have gone through a lot, you know and I know, friends who follow us since we know each other could know as well. We fought, we argued, we angry, we got mad at each other, feeling disappointed with things happened and bla bla bla, all that so called must-happen-incidents within couple do happen on us as well, why not? We are normal couple too. Nothing much to say to you as everyday we are saying the same things. But gonna tell you, I truly love you more than what I expected ♥ You pampered me like I'm really a princess, I feel blissful, and until this far, I think I will never get a second one who will do better than you as you play your role perfectly, the best BF in the world, at least for me.

We celebrated this year anniversary differently from previous year, we had it in KL this year. The morning I prepared breakfast for you while you were still in the bed and at night you cooked me dinner, with me nagging beside. The first time for both of us. In the afternoon, we went for shopping and as usual, we bought a lot. We can even spend hundreds to shop for groceries. Sorry to make your wallet bleed again. All the moment with you is just too nice to end it. But you know and I know, time flies. It's time for you to get back to your path and so do I. How reluctant was me to see you leaving alone and I just couldn't do anything, I tried to control my tears and I succeed. My exam is around the corner, I have to study really hard now. Till the next time we meet, 17 days later, this sweet memory will be my motivation to keep me moving forward. See you soon. Love you as always ♥
 
 
                       Again, Happy 6th Anniversary ♥